Block 4 nerves
“The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.”
~ Ben Stein
this is shaping up to be an extremely atypical block for me. i have spent every weeknight in the library. last weekend was ridiculously unproductive and the mornings i have to myself don’t look anything like my usual 4-8am cram session. in fact, i’m spending so much time at school that home is feeling more like… home. and less like… more school.
i think i’m trying to prove to myself that i don’t need to be stuck in a vacuum to retain this information. my brain isn’t that fragile. i desperately want proof that i can have a life i love and learn everything i need at the same time. yes, i’ve picked up the juggling balls again. if at first you don’t succeed…
it really very possibly might blow up in my face.
and i think i’m okay with that.
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July 23rd, 2008 at 7:17 am
I really hope you rule this block. I think you will do awesome. Maybe you need to cut out the picnics for dinner or maybe you need to head home after your last class of the day. Whatever it is you need I know you will do it and succeed because you are awesome!!! Best of luck this week / weekend, you will do great!! : ) : D
July 23rd, 2008 at 8:01 am
i wouldn’t give up the picnics for anything in the world!
July 23rd, 2008 at 8:35 am
Yeah, it might blow up in your face but there’s no fun in life without the thrill. I say throw cares to wind and live on the edge…in the library…well, it’s edgier than home right?
July 23rd, 2008 at 2:05 pm
the library is totally edgy … glad you are getting out :)
you will do amazing … i am sure of it, xo