Please leave your message after the beep…

unfortunately, updating this website is becoming a short-term sacrifice for a very important long-term goal.

i have been working hard at balancing my life and work, my hobbies and studies and my family and friends. i have sacrificed studies for friends and friends for studies. i have neglected email for weeks on end, which really means neglecting friends and family when it’s my only lifeline to them. and i have scheduled time away from the books for long phone calls with my mom and lengthy updates here. i like to think i’m learning to achieve harmony and balance. that i am able to do the the things i want to as well as the things i need to.

but i really really really don’t want to be one of those people that gets my exam grade back and says “well, i didn’t do as great as i hoped, but it’s good enough.”

i have made a lot of sacrifices along this path so far. it would seem a shame to waste them on a “good enough” Step 1 score. there are doors and opportunities i want to open up. there are big exciting things i want to do for myself and my family. and yet, there are only so many hours in a day. one of my top priorities is about to take up a lot more of those hours and the very very top priority is sitting next to me at the kitchen table. jenniferhawke.com is a little further down that list.

March
9th – Block 3 Exam
14th – Clinical Skills Assessment Practical Exam
17th – Introduction to Clinical Diagnosis NBME Subject Exam
23rd – Pathology NBME Subject Exam

April
13th – NBME Comprehensive Subject Exam
15th – to Antigua
16th – to Toronto
17th – to Regina (Moose Jaw)
20th – to Denver

May
1st – to Regina (Moose Jaw)

June
15th or 30th? – USMLE Step 1

don’t worry, i won’t disappear until July. but posting is likely to be light and whiny and filled with woe-is-me-get-me-out-of-the-library blues. i have a few pre-written posts coming up this month about our last few exams.

i will be checking email and all things interweb once a day, probably right before i go to bed or right when i get up. if your email is warning me to jump out of a burning building or some other sort of helpful, pertinent and timely information, then i might respond. otherwise, thank you for your thoughts and kind words. your encouragement keeps me going on the rough days.

seeya soon. xoxo.

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photo: First Aid and First Aid Organ Systems dissected from their proper bindings and inserted into the biggest binder i own. my trusty Merck Manual is sitting on top.

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12 Responses to “Please leave your message after the beep…”

  1. BCWB Says:

    LOL… First Aid the MUA Bible or Koran… pick your favorite religion : ) Can’t wait to give it all we have the rest of this wonderful trip. Best of luck baby even though you do not need it!!

  2. Stephanie Says:

    This has been my life for the last seven months, except instead of studying Blocks of anything medical, I am writing about flat panel TVs and eco-friendly dishwashers. I’m working on that organized balance thing that you seem to have perfected. I’ll get back to you on that one.

    Good luck with your exams, Jen. I’ll see you in July ;)

  3. roger Says:

    We completely understand!

    Best of luck on the exams. RELAX!

  4. alexia Says:

    you have a loooooong time to prepare for the boards after you prepare for the pretend-boards at your school.
    you should be fine!

  5. Kristy Says:

    Hang in there. I am patient. Not a patient…er…just patient. My husband refers to those big books as car blockers. His statement….”That’s not a book…that’s the thing you put behind your wheel so your car doesn’t roll away when you’re changing the oil”.

    Gotta love him.

  6. Joe Lucas Says:

    Hang in there, fully understand.
    Somehow I doubt if “but it’s good enough” is not in your nature.
    Best of luck to you guys on your exams.

  7. jillian Says:

    good luck!

  8. Kasia Says:

    Goodluck!

  9. justin Says:

    Good luck Jennifer! I happen to be a med student in sydney. Have stumbled upon your blog recently and recently discovered tons of great medical blogs around!

  10. mike wood Says:

    good luck to ya… Not that you need it or anything… I think you have more than enough convictions and drive to do it. Even though it weighs on you at times. :)

    and if you had put the book down on the table toe other way up it would have been a series of grins and not frowns :D

  11. NORMAN Says:

    GOOD LUCK

    NORMAN

  12. Marco Satyro Says:

    Best of luck! If you want advices, contact me at msatyro@ucalgary.ca

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